So this night i went to bed really tired.... played to much and went to bed at around 3.30 am. So anyway, the thing is that i had this weird dream. It goes like this from the details i remember. I was waking up in a small apartment, the sun shone really bright. I wake up and get dressed and was on my way to school, the day seemed really booring and repetetive like any other day. Some dude in the class was bullied by some older students so i went to help him a litle. I tell them to lay of him and they push me toward the wall ganging up around me, the person who seemed to be the leader raised his fist and was about to hit me before the bell rang. "-Saved by the bell, eh? Next time you wont be so lucky." and he walks away. My hearth felt like it was about to burst, because i felt scared... helpless.. useless. The guy on the ground says thanks before he runs of. At the same time, i think, why did i help him but brush the thouth aside and head back to class. After school he doesnt go home, but instead goes to cheak out some movie. It gets late so he tries to catch the buss home. On his way to the station he sees a friend of his on the other side of the road, he waves at her, she doesnt seem to see him so i just turn my head away. But i end up noticing that she drops some things and crouches down to pick the things up. The light was green so it was safe to walk over, but there seemed to be a car incoming full speed her way. She didnt seem to notice anything so i yeled, she didnt respond. I hesitated for a whille as time seemed to slow down, what if its nothing, what if its serious and she is going to get hit by the car... Should i help her? My hearth started to beat really fast, but in the end i ended up runing. People turned around wondering what he is runing for, people geting pushed aside and swearing back at me. I didnt care about anything, i just pushed myself as much as i could to reach her. At the same time i was thinking, why am i runing,.. what is she to me.... why should i care... but the thouths disapear and the only thing that stick to my head is, She will die if i dont help
..... oh well, need to run or il be late for a meeting,,, gona finish this later